With joy and urgency.

This morning I am looking at the hare on my coffee mug.  She is mid leap, running with equal parts joy and urgency.

Mid leap is a good descriptor for where I am right now.  Not on the ground, and not sure where or when I will land.  Not sure if i want to land.  Scared of landing.

These past few weeks I have done every uncharacteristic thing I can think of, save for robbing a bank.  I have decided to listen to my every desire and give it what it wants.  I do not regret it.

I am embracing joy and justice with impunity.  The joy of being treated well, cherished, complimented, given attention.  And justice-  I will not be silent about what i've been through.  We allow these behaviors to continue by being silent and polite.  No more.  I stand confidently in my reality as someone who suffered, and recovered, and is back to burn as brightly as I can.  And burn it down.  The time is now.